
Another week, another piece of flash fiction.
This week I had the unique experience of falling asleep while writing. I was multitasking, of course. Nursing a baby, with a computer on my lap. I just couldn’t keep my eyes open. At first I told myself I was doing a great job typing with my eyes closed. Next thing I knew, oops….
This week’s flash fiction piece is about a woman who dreamed of making it big, but got a big surprise once she’d arrived.
So, now I bring to you– in between accidental naps and long night….
Exit, Stage Left
Jill N Davies
All the world’s a stage and most of us are desperately unrehearsed.
Who had said that? Sean O’Casy? By way of Shakespeare maybe, but from Grace’s perspective it was hers— every word if it a Grace Mitchel original.
She used it as her line in that interview she did for her community theater. And she lived it, performing her wedding vows on the literal stage—much to the chagrin of her husband.
Her husband… that impossible man! Thinking of him made Grace’s eyes water. The way he could adore her and roll his eyes at the same time. She wanted to shake him and kiss him all at once. At least he supported her dream… even if she couldn’t get her performance career to launch further than her backyard.
“Stop it Grace! It doesn’t matter now. None of it.” She scolded under her breath, pressing her hands against her costume skirt to calm herself. She wouldn’t cry. She wouldn’t ruin the stage makeup that took so long to perfect.
After all, it didn’t matter—none of it. This was her life now. She was here, on the real stage. Broadway. She had finally made it. Her name was on the marquee and she was the star. Every member of the adoring audience was there to see Grace Mitchel. It was all for her.
She heard her cue—the melancholy music that would usher her into the limelight. Grace let the music pull her onto the stage where the spotlight waited.
Once in position she blinked against the brightness. She had exactly four beats before beginning. She used them to look out beyond the stage. The audience wasn’t visible in the glare, but she could imagine them. Starstruck and eager for her performance—poised at the edge of their seats.
And then she began.
There was a time when men were kind…
Her voice filled the space, robust and mournful to match the accompanying music. Grace let herself be swept up in it, like she always did.
She sang each line as she’d rehearsed it, placing the emphasis in all the right places—a real professional.
She loved Les Miserables. She loved I Dreamed a Dream even more—the longing it evoked, the drama. She’d always known that if she made it that this would be her performance.
Then it all went wrong…
Grace was so swept up in the realization of it that she nearly stumbled over the next verse. She forced herself to focus on the song—the act. What she wanted to convey with each increasingly tragic line.
And then something happened.
She stumbled again, this time audibly.
As—as they tear your hopes apart.
In an instant the performance turned. The words were like ash in her mouth. She was overwhelmed with the shame of it.
It was wrong—it was all wrong. She could feel it overwhelm her.
She wanted to stop, but the words continued to flow from her as though she had no control. The affect was gone from her voice, along with any hint of overdone emphasis. Instead she sang with the purity of her own genuine, consuming sorrow.
The beauty of her performance overwhelmed her, compounding the agony until she was nearly choking on it.
The song swelled and carried her to its conclusion, to her conclusion. She spoke what was in her heart.
Now I have killed the dream
I dreamed
Hot tears streamed down her face as the music faded into nothingness. The electric buzz of the limelight echoed in the silence of the performance hall. Grace stifled a sob, hating the blinding light. She brought a hand up to wipe the flow of tears, reminding herself that the light would fade any minute now.
The generator was nearly empty when she’d hauled it down the street. With the draw of the sound system, lights and air it wasn’t going to last more than another minute or two.
As she predicted the motor choked in the distance, stuttering on the thin fumes and making the lights stutter before everything went dark. Grace stood in the darkness, wishing for it to swallow her up and end her pain.
But the darkness refused to be so kind. She remained in it until they became one and there was nothing to swallow her anymore.
She looked out into the audience to take in row after row of empty seats. Baren, like the world.
Grace Mitchel was all that remained—the lone survivor of a deadly virus.
No. Not lone—there were hundreds, if not thousands of survivors out there. But they didn’t run in her circles and they definitely had no interest in theater. They were the scientists, masterminds and world leaders. They were the ones the vaccine was meant for. Not for her.
But he’d given it to her and she’d taken it eagerly. She had measured her value against his and accepted.
It had taken all of this for her to see her error—to see that he’d been right all along. He wouldn’t take it without her.
But she had taken it without him. Decided it was worth it to live on to perform.
Without him. Shattered, Grace made her exit. The door shut and a puff of dust danced across the empty stage, soaking in the encore Grace Mitchel would never hear.
The End
Don’t have time to read? It’s okay, I read it for you!!
If you’ve got an idea for a flash fiction story send it to me at author@jillndavies.com
Tune in next week for more Flash Fiction.
If you’ve got an idea for a flash fiction story send it to me at author@jillndavies.com.
Tune in next week for more flash fiction.
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