
For as long as I’ve been a runner, I haven’t spent a lot of time running without music.
In my twenties, I didn’t even have a phone to run with. Later, I didn’t listen to music when I ran because I had a dog. Maybe that doesn’t make sense to folks who run with dogs, but it worked for me. Running was bonding time.
Lately though, without a dog, I’ve been losing myself to audiobooks and podcasts as I log my miles. The other day, in the middle of my run, the book I was listening to wrapped up, so instead of starting a new one, I popped on some music.
Because I don’t listen to music while I’m running all the time, I’d forgotten the power of music. I’d forgotten how much faster it can make me run…
I don’t know if listening has diminishing returns because I’ve never used music often enough to reach saturation point, but I started wondering.
Ultimately, I came up with this story, which I hope you enjoy 🙂
Hell Cat and the Loon
Jill N Davies
Broken.
Harriot scowled at the headphones lying limp in her open palm as if they meant to personally offend her.
“Great. How the hell am I supposed to hit my marks without the beat?” She grumbled, running her empty hand across her still sleep-crusted face. This couldn’t be happening. Not in the morning. Not in her time! That wasn’t supposed to change.
She let the hand drop down, brushing against the smooth, close-knit weave of her running tights. This was Hades fault. Harriot could picture the willful little beast (Derek’s willful beast) snatching the headphones from the counter, batting them onto the ground like a mad-scientist performing the same experiment again and again, expecting different results. She could see the cat plunge after the whispy white wire, manic with intent to kill, his teeth sinking into the protective covering and severing the conductive pathway…
This was the exact reason Harriot hadn’t wanted Derek to bring Hades. Cats had the ability to wreak havoc on the order of the world. She preferred dogs, but not enough to actually get one, much to Derek’s chagrin. She didn’t want the responsibility. He would have to get used to her running in the pre-dawn light without a trusty companion. She’d been doing it for years. Why should it change just because he moved in? Adopting Derek into her life shouldn’t mean that she had to change everything. It already meant she had a cat living in her home!
Harriot scanned the countertop for Derek’s headphones. He could live a day without them since it was his cat that had put hers out of commission. She would get a replacement pair for herself after work so he wouldn’t have to suffer another day.
Derek’s headphones were sucky—one of the buds phased in and out of functionality as the wire swished to and froe. Harriot couldn’t imagine how he could live like that, but it was his decision. She wasn’t making him change.
“Hey D, I’m out! Hades busted my headphones so I’m taking yours!” She called, opening the front door.
She didn’t wait for his response. The house was small enough that she knew he’d heard her—she had his headphones, after all. The door shut on the distant sound of his what?
“You heard me,” Harriot said into the frigid morning air as she focused her attention on her gear. Sport-watch on, satellites found. Headphones plugged into phone secured in band on arm. Tempo playlist selected—every song with a beat between 175 and 200 beats per minute (right where she wanted her cadence.)
The last thing Harriot did before taking off was make certain her sound was set to mono so she didn’t miss a beat. It was bad enough that she was only getting the sound in one ear…
The music swelled as she plunged into the darkness, leaving the cozy house and general civilization behind. While most runners preferred the upbeat familiarity of pop and classic rock, Harriot’s taste was more refined. She liked classical. More specifically, she liked the junction of classical and electronic—right where the lines blurred and it became impossible to tell which had more influence.
It reminded her of herself—blurred, intense, nuanced. The music felt just like the morning run, of plunging into darkness with full force. It was biting into blankets of fog. Sharp inhales of knife-edged cold. She liked to be surrounded by it as she ran the loop through the wetland belt that twisted a path behind her house.
Today though, she wasn’t surrounded by it. She was only accompanied by the pulsing beat and staccato transition of stringed instruments. Already she could feel the impact of the missing sound. It was slowing her, pulling her out of her head and into the reality of the cold, dark morning.
At mile one the eerie call of a distant loon pulled her attention from the split notification. The lonely sound made her take pause. She recognized it, having lived in the area her entire life, but it sent a chill down her spine regardless. It reminded her how wild the wetlands were.
The loon’s call intruded upon her run through mile two and three, where they were joined by the morning call of warblers, thrush and dunnock. In the distance an owl made its way to perch before the sun could reveal it to its prey. The morning was breaking through her routine.
Her mile 4 split was 12 seconds off the mark. She cursed Hades and the broken ear bud, doubling down on her tempo and willing the violin’s wail and electronic throb to take hold of her and pull her back in.
Mile 5 was better. The hazy grey that whispered the sun’s arrival brought on more songbirds. Harriot actually welcomed their chorus, imagining their notes as punctuation to the song. By mile 6 she was fully aware of the beads of sweat that trickled down the back of her neck and into the wicking fabric of her jacket. She could hear the babble of the little creek that ran along the backside of the trail. The rush and drip of the water played into the medley of the one working bud, creating the stereo effect of sound she preferred.
By her final mile Harriot turned the sound down so that it matched the ambient sounds of the morning, delighting in the way her inner drive mixed with the world around her. She finished her run 3 seconds faster than her goal.
Walking back, the broken bud dangling and periodically bumping into her swinging arm, she considered the effect the change had made. The gobble of turkeys waking from their tree-bound perches proclaimed the morning’s arrival. Harriot was present to bear witness to it all.
She decided that perhaps she might be able to forgive Hades for his crime of intruding into her home along with Derek.
Maybe change wasn’t so bad after all.
The End
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